Assalam alaykum. My lovelies, it has been an amazing year of experiences, gratitude, turmoils and most importantly survival. I'm thankful that I have amazing friends and family and even frenemies.
I have a gazillion *I'm not sure it's a word but okay whatever๐* things to be thankful for, people to be thankful to. I've had my rough patches and so have you all, the important thing here is that we pulled through.
We survived. It's not just because of ourselves. Nope. Definitely not. We have people to be thankful to and thankful for.
I'll start by thanking Almighty Allah fro granting me life throughout this year. In times where I believed I was going insane, you Ya Allah helped me pull through by showing, actually giving me love and support directly and indirectly. Thank you for everything.
My wonderful family. My mother, father, sisters and other relatives. Thank you for bearing with me when I was acting my worst even though you had your own problems. Thank you for giving me love and slapping me when needed. Mommy and Daddy for clothing me, sheltering me, building me, teaching me, loving me. I can never repay you for all you have done. All I can do is love you unconditionally and thank you for everything. May Allah reward you all, bless, protect and shower his love and his mercies on your souls.
My friends. My second siblings. My fellow criminals, my people, my crazy side, my messed up side. My darling friends, the ones who stood with me when I was breaking. The ones who cared too much *You know yourselves ooo* The ones who taught me to be stronger. My glue, my therapists, my everything. You guys are amazing. I love you, you know. As much as you annoy me and I annoy you, I promise to love you and thank you for everything because you helped me when you didn't have to so I love you.
My frenemies. The humans I tried to beat but ended up losing to or being on par with. I don't hate you but I don't love you much. But.... you are the reason I kept pushing, fighting, struggling so that I could get where I am today. Thank you.
And then also... BTS. Their stories, their songs. Their messages have made me see that there are people who face a lot of problems and don't give up. People that strive to get their success. I'm not saying that they are the only people who have shown me this, but I've been impacted by everything I've read and noticed about them. For people that scoff at them or harass me because I'm an ARMY, I will no longer be harassed by you. Keep your annoying thoughts to yourself.
Finally, the year will be over soon so I will let go of all grudges. It's been an amazing year filled with amazing people. It's also been an amazing decade. I love you all, actually I purple you๐๐๐. I think this has been my longest post ever and its worth it. So I'll be more consistent In Sha Allah. Allah hafeez, Happy New year, Happy New Decade, Happy New Day and byeeeeee! See you all in sha Allah! ๐๐น๐๐.
I have a gazillion *I'm not sure it's a word but okay whatever๐* things to be thankful for, people to be thankful to. I've had my rough patches and so have you all, the important thing here is that we pulled through.
We survived. It's not just because of ourselves. Nope. Definitely not. We have people to be thankful to and thankful for.
I'll start by thanking Almighty Allah fro granting me life throughout this year. In times where I believed I was going insane, you Ya Allah helped me pull through by showing, actually giving me love and support directly and indirectly. Thank you for everything.
My wonderful family. My mother, father, sisters and other relatives. Thank you for bearing with me when I was acting my worst even though you had your own problems. Thank you for giving me love and slapping me when needed. Mommy and Daddy for clothing me, sheltering me, building me, teaching me, loving me. I can never repay you for all you have done. All I can do is love you unconditionally and thank you for everything. May Allah reward you all, bless, protect and shower his love and his mercies on your souls.
My friends. My second siblings. My fellow criminals, my people, my crazy side, my messed up side. My darling friends, the ones who stood with me when I was breaking. The ones who cared too much *You know yourselves ooo* The ones who taught me to be stronger. My glue, my therapists, my everything. You guys are amazing. I love you, you know. As much as you annoy me and I annoy you, I promise to love you and thank you for everything because you helped me when you didn't have to so I love you.
My frenemies. The humans I tried to beat but ended up losing to or being on par with. I don't hate you but I don't love you much. But.... you are the reason I kept pushing, fighting, struggling so that I could get where I am today. Thank you.
And then also... BTS. Their stories, their songs. Their messages have made me see that there are people who face a lot of problems and don't give up. People that strive to get their success. I'm not saying that they are the only people who have shown me this, but I've been impacted by everything I've read and noticed about them. For people that scoff at them or harass me because I'm an ARMY, I will no longer be harassed by you. Keep your annoying thoughts to yourself.
Finally, the year will be over soon so I will let go of all grudges. It's been an amazing year filled with amazing people. It's also been an amazing decade. I love you all, actually I purple you๐๐๐. I think this has been my longest post ever and its worth it. So I'll be more consistent In Sha Allah. Allah hafeez, Happy New year, Happy New Decade, Happy New Day and byeeeeee! See you all in sha Allah! ๐๐น๐๐.
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