Lotus like me

                 Assalaam alaikum my lovelies. This post in one of the hardest I can attempt to write. SELF LOVE . To love one's self.  That doesn't necessarily mean going to spas, getting pedicures and etcetera. In this case, I mean to love one's self despite all the irregularities and imperfections we have.  Let me even ask Myself this question. DO I LOVE MYSELF?  I barely do. Honestly the struggle is real. When I look in a full length mirror, I see my thighs that are too fat, my stomach that isn't flat enough, my arms too muscular, my face too acne prone, and the list goes on.  I don't think about the people that wish to be in my place. I have similar to suicidal thoughts sometimes. It's not even because of my body. It's because of people's perceptions of me. Maybe I'm too annoying, I'm too intimidating *trust me, you're not the only one shocked by this*, I'm not worth it and etc. It's strange how we like belie...

Assalam alaikum. Hi guys. It's been a while and I thought why not continue with the relationship talk. One of my friends once told me that the best relationship advice comes from single people. That, my lovelies, is what motivated me to write this post. Any way this is post 2 of the relationship series and beware: My ideas might be biased based from the way I was raised, to my religion and just my way of viewing things as a person. My advice might most definitely not work for you but it won't hurt to read the point of view of others.  Today's talk is about *drum roll please* Rebounds. I as a person happen to experience crushes despite the fact that in a lot of cases I wish I didn't. Anyway, *at this point everyone can see that I use the word anyway too much😅* after being ignored and pushed away by one of my crushes/friends, a lot of people that happen to be my close friends said that I deserve better. And I quote " I wouldn't advice you to use advice giv...

           Hi guys. It's honestly been a while. Anyways I'm not in university yet. Butttttttt... I have decided to do a post on why I'm not in a romantic relationship.    First and foremost , I'm a Muslim. It's not really needed for me to have more than the simple interactions I need to have with the opposite gender in this day and age. Please don't get me wrong here. I have a lot of male friends but I honestly know where to draw the line. Secondly ,  I'm kind of an introvert. It's weird but I trust people so easily but they end up easily hurting me. I have the phobia of getting hurt. I'm afraid of a broken heart so I always over-think relationship proposals which hurts both of us in the end which I happen to apologise for. Thirdly and finally,  I'm the kind of girl that wants a serious relationship. Due to the reasons I gave above, it's kind of obvious that I'm not looking for something casual, or something I'm doing just bec...