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Hi guys. Well I've been trying to act like some one I don't know. I think I am starting to feel like going to university is starting to hit me badly. Is it bad that I want to be myself when everyone wants me to grow up?

I haven't even started undergoing the transition and I'm already freaking out. I might just punch the next person who tells me to grow up in the face. Honestly I'm a strangely violent person but i try not to let it show too much. Anyway,the thought of getting new friends, classmates and being in complete control of my life is a really frustrating thing.

It's amazing how people actually feel happy to be going through this transition. Come to think about it... I actually want to study medicine. How am i going to react eventually? i want to hear opinions on whether people believe that this crazy fifteen year old will be able to adapt. 

May the almighty Allah bless you all. Looking forward to hearing your replies. Please reply in the comments section down below. Thanks for reading. Lots of hugs and kisses and please subscribe to my blog. Allah hafiz.

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