Personal

         Salam alaikum. Hi guys. Today I'd love to talk about a close friend.  Sorry about the late post. I've been quite ill. Anyway, I just realised that the best of friends aren't the ones who only impact on you and your life when they are close to you i.e. beside you, your neighbour,  or even your classmate. No ,  even though those kind of friends are important too. I'm talking about the friends who might even be at the other side of the world but still have a strong impact on your behaviour and responses to different situations.

       Alhamdulillah, I resumed my taekwondo classes about a week ago and I was so nervous. I couldn't do anything well when I was being watched. My movements were too stiff, and everything thing else not so normal. I took a deep breath to relax myself and thought to myself.  I could hear his words in my head, telling me to relax and to do it as I knew it and not to make it forced or as if I was struggling.  About a year before that day, I  remember being nervous as hell. He gave his hand to me and calmed me down even though my nails were pretty much causing him so much pain. But he still continued to calm me down and at that time the advise didn't work so much *insert awkward laughter😅*.

      
     Anyway,  about a year later, this advice was working and I  smiled to myself knowing that even in his absence, his words can still affect my reactions.  He  is what I'd call a best friend. Honestly, I can't wait for him to come back and tease me till I punch him once again. I miss you so much if you're reading this right now. You're important to me and I hope that if you didn't know that then at least you know that now. Well this post is just to share something personal and to show that true friends do exist. Btw if you're reading this right now, ragazzo just know that I love you, I hate you, I miss you and can't wait to see you again.

Anyway, shukran. Thanks so much for reading this. It means a lot to me. I'm sorry, just realised that I say anyway too much.  Khuda hafeez. Love you all so much. Remember it's best to be yourself ❤❤❤❤