Lotus like me

 Salaam alaikum everyone. How have you all been doing? Two days ago was my 17th birthday and I celebrated it with my family and got a lot of wishes from my friends. What I'll be talking about is my inactivity on my blog, Wattpad and Inkitt. I have had to start learning German,  which you all probably know. My schedule is messed up because I'm not up to date in my course and I need to basically become a workaholic to be able to get back on track.  I'm just taking a couple of minutes to say what I have to before I get swallowed up by my work. It's been hard emotionally, psychologically and physically to have to not give up. On my dreams, hopes and everything in general. I won't lie and paint a pretty picture because I'm kind of a bad liar but still. I know that I have to push and find my motivation. So I'll try to balance everything and hopefully get back to writing. I really miss writing a lot. Let's keep praying, for our families, countries and for the w...